Telecom XT network is here. Why should you ditch vodafone and get telecom XT:
1. Better reception, better coverage, no more dropping calls.
2. Cheaper - if you top up
a) $20 - you get $25 (extra 25%)
b) $40 - you get $52 (extra 30%)
c) $60 - you get $80 (extra 33%)
3. Theoritcal download speed up to 7.2mbps. Vodafone can only reach 3.6mbps. Now you can surf and receive email at faster speed.
4. You can keep your 021 number.
5. Easy to move to Telecom XT - go to Telecom shop, get a new simcard. You pay $25 but you will get $20 credit.
6. You are able to get the 600 or 1500 text to telecom and vodafone phones. Vodafone charge you 20c per sms to telecom phones.
If you are intrested, click on the following link to know if your mobile phone compatible with the Telecom network http://www.telecom.co.nz/mobile/ournetwork/phonecompatibility
Disclaimer - I do not work for Telecom. However, I love sharing information. I think it is worth it to move to Telecom as it will save money in the long term.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Berhati-hati Di Jalan Raya
Tarikh hari ini, 30 mei, satu magik telah berlaku. Ya. Magik.
Sebenarnya magik ni wujud. Magik ni susah betul nak cakap macamana tapi, begitulah, boleh rasa auranya. Macam bila kita sampai di suatu tempat, kita tahu ada sesuatu yg baik di situ. Dan macam kita pandang wajah seseorang, ia memberi satu perasaan yg sungguh tenang. Tapi kebanyakannya, magik susah untuk diterangkan kerana ianya sejenis perasaan.
Seperti apa-apa yg berlaku untuk pertama kali, magik jugak. Macam pertama kali naik flight, pertama kali sampai oversea, pertama kali naik flight kecik. Juga pertama kali budak kecik tunjukkan aku 3 4 cacing tanah. Euw. Tapi dia budak pacific yg eager nk attention. Magik.
Awal2 dah cakap kat atas. Hari ini satu magik lagi telah berlaku.
Aku bawa ia pulang ke rumah. Pandang pertama aku pada ia, aku tau aku mahu ia. Aku juga sengal yg melampau mahu berjumpa ia lagi dan dengan tak sabar buat keputusan yg mungkin dipandang melulu. Kini ia ada 30 langkah dari aku. Aku tak mahu namakan dia sebab aku rasa ia tak ada nilai sentimental, tak perlukan namakan ia. Aku akan jaga ia, selagi aku mampu dari segi kewangan. Ia tak perlukan kasih sayang tapi mungkin aku kena mandikan ia sekali sekala. Serbuk pencuci apa ya sesuai untuk ia?
Pencuci pinggan? Pencuci baju? Pencuci tandas? Pencuci untuk bulu-bulu anjing? Penyental karpet? Air freshener?
Ianya tindakan yg drastik. Aku baru sampai dari Hastings semalam. Kadang2 rasa macam bermimpi. Tapi kawan baikku ZTH (supaya tak confuse ngan Z) cakap, bagus tindakan aku ni. Lupa perkataan sebenar dia cakap apa. Dia cakap tak lama lagi aku akan jadi macam dia. ZTH kini berada di majlis kahwin rakan baik kami. Selamat pengantin baru SNAR. Semoga berbahagia dengan B. Ikhlas, N. ZTH tak bagi hadiah kahwin. Aku juga tak bagi hadiah kahwin.
Sebenarnya ada masalah ok bab nak bg hadiah ni. Apa bagus utk hadiah kahwin haa? Ingat lagi Uderk pernah buat list apa yg dia nak utk wedding dia kelak, supaya kami tak susah utk cari hadiah. Tapi kebanyakannya peralatan elektronik yg dua tiga kali akan buat aku berfikir. Mungkin patut beli benda paling murah seperti toaster atau electric kettle. Tapi aku rasa takde sentimental value. Aku nak bagi gelas satu set. Tu hadiah paling aku suka nk kasi kt orang. Hehehe. Atau pinggan mangkuk satu set. Boleh pilih corak2. Seronok.
Tapi hadiah tu, aku yg suka. Orang yg dapat tu mungkin tak suka? Tapi patutnya kawan itu suka la kan apa sahaja pemberian kita. Lagipun kita meraikan hari bersejarah dia. Kan?
Aku harap Wisteria Lane wujud untuk aku. Ya. Di manakah agaknya Wisteria Lane aku itu? Adakah aku akan nampak wajah2 seperti Z, F dan F, ZTH, SNAR, NRA, dll? Atau adakah Wisteria Lane aku tu, semuanya aku tak kenal. Bisakah kami mempunyai lawn mower yg sama, plumber yg sama, mekanik yg sama, dan hantar anak2 atau kucing atau anjing ke tempat yg sama? Bolehkah kami share tips2 memasak dan juga gardening? Bolehkah kami pinjam meminjam duit semasa kesusahan? Dan paling penting, bolehkah kami tak mengambil kesempatan ke atas sesama sendiri?
Very interesting...
I am no fan of art because I do not know how to draw/paint. That is a fact.
Today I browse the Olga gallery. I found a very interesting drawing. I copy and paste a smaller size of it here. To those who are interested to see it with better resolution, please click the photo or visit Olga Gallery at http://www.abcgallery.com/
This beatiful art amazed me. I spent good hour admiring it. It holds great secret. No, you are wrong. I am not interested in it because there are 3 naked girls in the picture. I am more interested with how the girls were drawn by Ruben.
In this drawing, we could see
1. scoliosis
2. positive trendelenburg sign
3. flat foot
4. hyperlordosis
5. hyperextension of the mcp joints
With simple search on google, I found out that this drawing is possibly the reflection of his second wife, Helene Fourmet. She was said to have familial hypermobility disorder.
Isnt it beautiful? A simple drawing from early 1600 able to teach us something. This is also the evidence how medicine is so interesting. You can make diagnosis just by looking at the drawing!
When I was in secondary school, again and again people told me that I need to have good memory to learn medicine. Imho, this is not true. I would say in order to enjoy medicine, you have to be able to relate what you learn to what you see.
That is why those great practitioners, they can tell what your problem is just by observing you when you walk into the room. So please be aware that if you have friends who love medicine, just remember that they will be observing you 24-7.
Today I browse the Olga gallery. I found a very interesting drawing. I copy and paste a smaller size of it here. To those who are interested to see it with better resolution, please click the photo or visit Olga Gallery at http://www.abcgallery.com/
This beatiful art amazed me. I spent good hour admiring it. It holds great secret. No, you are wrong. I am not interested in it because there are 3 naked girls in the picture. I am more interested with how the girls were drawn by Ruben.
In this drawing, we could see
1. scoliosis
2. positive trendelenburg sign
3. flat foot
4. hyperlordosis
5. hyperextension of the mcp joints
With simple search on google, I found out that this drawing is possibly the reflection of his second wife, Helene Fourmet. She was said to have familial hypermobility disorder.
Isnt it beautiful? A simple drawing from early 1600 able to teach us something. This is also the evidence how medicine is so interesting. You can make diagnosis just by looking at the drawing!
When I was in secondary school, again and again people told me that I need to have good memory to learn medicine. Imho, this is not true. I would say in order to enjoy medicine, you have to be able to relate what you learn to what you see.
That is why those great practitioners, they can tell what your problem is just by observing you when you walk into the room. So please be aware that if you have friends who love medicine, just remember that they will be observing you 24-7.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Long Weekend
Tadi aku pegi bank. Aku dapat kad eftpos baru selepas aku mengadu magnetic strip kat blakang kad aku dah koyak sampai ada mesin yg xmahu baca. So pegi bank untuk set PIN baru. Pastu dah siap semua, aku dah nak blah, tetiba teller tu cakap, 'I noticed you've got quite a bit of money in your International Student Account. Would you be interested to open a Savings Account to take advantage of our interest rate?' Aku pon cakap, tak po lah, aku tak mahu.
Apakah yg ingin aku sampaikan dari entry ni? Aku banyak duit. Hahah. Padahalnya tak banyak pon. MARA baru masukkan allowance hari tu, so bertambah laa sket. Eniways, aku xtahu la buleh ke tak amik interest bank NZ nih, so aku malas laa nk buat akaun saving. Bukak jer lagi satu akaun biasa dan save sendiri jer lah. Lagi satu, teller ni buleh nampak rupanya baki dalam akaun kita. Tak tahu plak aku. Dan aku rasa agak inappropriate cara dia bagi suggestion tu (macam mana kalau aku jenis yg xmahu org tahu berapa bnyk ada dalam akaun tapi tetiba aku tahu dia buleh nmpak), tapi aku sure dia hanya berniat baik nak bagi aku untung sket.
Nuha akan balik kejap lagi. Dah abes 2 minggu dia kat Hasting. Sedang beratur nak naik kapal terbang agaknya sekarang ni.
Apakah yg ingin aku sampaikan dari entry ni? Aku banyak duit. Hahah. Padahalnya tak banyak pon. MARA baru masukkan allowance hari tu, so bertambah laa sket. Eniways, aku xtahu la buleh ke tak amik interest bank NZ nih, so aku malas laa nk buat akaun saving. Bukak jer lagi satu akaun biasa dan save sendiri jer lah. Lagi satu, teller ni buleh nampak rupanya baki dalam akaun kita. Tak tahu plak aku. Dan aku rasa agak inappropriate cara dia bagi suggestion tu (macam mana kalau aku jenis yg xmahu org tahu berapa bnyk ada dalam akaun tapi tetiba aku tahu dia buleh nmpak), tapi aku sure dia hanya berniat baik nak bagi aku untung sket.
Nuha akan balik kejap lagi. Dah abes 2 minggu dia kat Hasting. Sedang beratur nak naik kapal terbang agaknya sekarang ni.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
THIS IS FOR AYUNI
Steve Jobs commencement speech at Stanford University 2005
The 2005 Jobs Stanford Commencement Address:
I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I’ve ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That’s it. No big deal. Just three stories.
The first story is about connecting the dots.
I dropped out of Reed College after the first six months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?
It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: “We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?” They said: “Of course.” My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.
And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents’ savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn’t see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out okay. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn’t interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.
It wasn’t all romantic. I didn’t have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends’ rooms, I returned Coke bottles for the 5-cent deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the seven miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:
Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn’t have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it fascinating.
None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But 10 years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards 10 years later.
Again, you can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something–your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.
My second story is about love and loss.
I was lucky–I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation–the Macintosh–a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30, I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.
I really didn’t know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down–that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the Valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me–I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.
I didn’t see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.
During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, “Toy Story,” and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple’s current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.
I’m pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn’t been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don’t lose faith. I’m convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You’ve got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don’t settle.
My third story is about death.
When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: “If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you’ll most certainly be right.” It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: “If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?” And whenever the answer has been “No” for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.
Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything–all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure–these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.
About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn’t even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor’s code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you’d have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up, so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.
I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying, because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I’m fine now.
This was the closest I’ve been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:
No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don’t want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is life’s change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.
Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma–which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.
When I was young, there was an amazing publication called “The Whole Earth Catalog,” which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960’s, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: It was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.
Stewart and his team put out several issues of “The Whole Earth Catalog,” and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: “Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.” It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.
Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.
Thank you all very much.
Remember what we discussed tonight.
The 2005 Jobs Stanford Commencement Address:
I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I’ve ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That’s it. No big deal. Just three stories.
The first story is about connecting the dots.
I dropped out of Reed College after the first six months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?
It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: “We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?” They said: “Of course.” My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.
And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents’ savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn’t see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out okay. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn’t interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.
It wasn’t all romantic. I didn’t have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends’ rooms, I returned Coke bottles for the 5-cent deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the seven miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:
Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn’t have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it fascinating.
None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But 10 years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards 10 years later.
Again, you can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something–your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.
My second story is about love and loss.
I was lucky–I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation–the Macintosh–a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30, I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.
I really didn’t know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down–that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the Valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me–I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.
I didn’t see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.
During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, “Toy Story,” and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple’s current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.
I’m pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn’t been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don’t lose faith. I’m convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You’ve got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don’t settle.
My third story is about death.
When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: “If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you’ll most certainly be right.” It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: “If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?” And whenever the answer has been “No” for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.
Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything–all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure–these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.
About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn’t even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor’s code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you’d have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up, so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.
I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying, because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I’m fine now.
This was the closest I’ve been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:
No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don’t want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is life’s change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.
Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma–which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.
When I was young, there was an amazing publication called “The Whole Earth Catalog,” which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960’s, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: It was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.
Stewart and his team put out several issues of “The Whole Earth Catalog,” and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: “Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.” It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.
Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.
Thank you all very much.
Saya Nampak Awan
Apa yg awak nampak?
Saya nampak awan.
Terima kasih kepada rakan2 yg berkongsi blog ini dengan saya. Haih. Hari ni pembaca ada 3 entri nak kena baca. Saya NAK jugak berkongsi kisah saya pada hari ini.
Hari ini saya telah ikut doktor saya ke Wairoa, antara Gisborne dan Napier. Perjalanan menggunakan jalan darat mungkin amik masa hampir 2 jam kalau bawak laju sejam la kot. Maka dengan itu kami layak naik plane kecik.
Saya dan Izza berebut nak pegi klinik di Wairoa, bukan sebab nak pegi klinik tersebut tapi lebih nak naik plane. Kami sampai baling duit syiling. Saya pilih kepala dan saya menang.
Plane kecik itu hanya ada 6 tempat duduk. 4 penumpang kat belakang, dua pilot. Tahukah anda saya duduk kat mana?? Ni saje je exaggerate, nak berlagak ni. Sayalah yg duduk sebelah pilot hari ni!!! Hehe.
Mulanya saya sungguh takut sehingga cakap kat pilot muda itu (aku rasa dia lagi muda dari aku), manalah tau saya muntah sbb masa mendarat di Hamilton dan Napier naik kapal terbang kecik, saya rasa sangat bumpy. Lepas tu, disebabkan pilot tu sungguh la baik hati, cakap kami akan masuk awan, pastu kalau rasa pening2 nak muntah cakap kat dia. Pastu dia ajar macamana nak masuk cockpit. Kena naik atas sayap!! Pastu pakai headset dan boleh dengar pilot itu berkomunikasi ngan orang kat airport. Pastu dua tiga kali dia akan tanya saya ok ke tak. Maka saya rasa sungguh selamat dan kejadian helikopter Nuri terhempas tu dah tak bermain2 dalam kepala otak saya dah.
Herm. Dari Hastings, singgah sekejap kat Napier Airport pastu berangkat ke Wairoa. Balik waktu petang pun macam tu. Kira 4 kali take off dan 4 kali mendarat. Biasanya kalau cuaca bagus, dia akan lalu ikut jalan darat. Bolehlah tengok scenery yg lawa sket gunung-ganang etc. Disebabkan hari ni cuaca tak bagus, kami lalu rentas laut. Pilot tu drive hanya bergantung kepada instrument, bak kata Anna dah memang set ikut koordinasi.
Ada banyak punat2 benda macam brek, nombor2 di dalam cockpit itu. Lepas tu ada satu buku manual ni, yg ada pelbagai route. Pilot itu pilih satu, dan dia cakap manual tu ckp kat dia apa dia patut buat pada sekian2 waktu. Kami terbang 3000 kaki je dari daratan. Tak tinggi sangat tapi cukup la nak buat telinga bengang.
Masa perjalanan pulang waktu petang, pilot tu bgtau yg dia dah diterima jadi pilot dengan Air New Zealand. Ini satu pencapaian besar, sebab dia bawak kapal terbang kecik2 aje, sekarang dah boleh bawak lagi banyak penumpang. Doktor saya tak henti2 cakap tahniah. Tapi pilot tu cakap boleh jumpa dia lagi, dia still akan terbang dari Hastings ke Wairoa. Dia sebenarnya senior pilot. Biasanya pilot muda2 takleh bawak plane lalu masuk keluar awan ni.
Begitulah. Haih. Sungguh seronok dapat naik plane dan berada di dalam cockpit itu. Nak tunggu peluang naik helikopter la plak. Disebabkan melampau suka naik plane, sampai balik guna kereta pun, nampak jalan raya macam landasan nak terbang. Isk isk. Tapi sebenarnya ada la jugak mengantuk masa terbang. Bosan la. Sana sini putih je. Terbang langsung tak lama 15 minit je. Dari Hastings ke Napier lg sekejap, kurang 10 minit dan terbang tak tinggi 2000 kaki je.
Saya nampak awan.
Terima kasih kepada rakan2 yg berkongsi blog ini dengan saya. Haih. Hari ni pembaca ada 3 entri nak kena baca. Saya NAK jugak berkongsi kisah saya pada hari ini.
Hari ini saya telah ikut doktor saya ke Wairoa, antara Gisborne dan Napier. Perjalanan menggunakan jalan darat mungkin amik masa hampir 2 jam kalau bawak laju sejam la kot. Maka dengan itu kami layak naik plane kecik.
Saya dan Izza berebut nak pegi klinik di Wairoa, bukan sebab nak pegi klinik tersebut tapi lebih nak naik plane. Kami sampai baling duit syiling. Saya pilih kepala dan saya menang.
Plane kecik itu hanya ada 6 tempat duduk. 4 penumpang kat belakang, dua pilot. Tahukah anda saya duduk kat mana?? Ni saje je exaggerate, nak berlagak ni. Sayalah yg duduk sebelah pilot hari ni!!! Hehe.
Mulanya saya sungguh takut sehingga cakap kat pilot muda itu (aku rasa dia lagi muda dari aku), manalah tau saya muntah sbb masa mendarat di Hamilton dan Napier naik kapal terbang kecik, saya rasa sangat bumpy. Lepas tu, disebabkan pilot tu sungguh la baik hati, cakap kami akan masuk awan, pastu kalau rasa pening2 nak muntah cakap kat dia. Pastu dia ajar macamana nak masuk cockpit. Kena naik atas sayap!! Pastu pakai headset dan boleh dengar pilot itu berkomunikasi ngan orang kat airport. Pastu dua tiga kali dia akan tanya saya ok ke tak. Maka saya rasa sungguh selamat dan kejadian helikopter Nuri terhempas tu dah tak bermain2 dalam kepala otak saya dah.
Herm. Dari Hastings, singgah sekejap kat Napier Airport pastu berangkat ke Wairoa. Balik waktu petang pun macam tu. Kira 4 kali take off dan 4 kali mendarat. Biasanya kalau cuaca bagus, dia akan lalu ikut jalan darat. Bolehlah tengok scenery yg lawa sket gunung-ganang etc. Disebabkan hari ni cuaca tak bagus, kami lalu rentas laut. Pilot tu drive hanya bergantung kepada instrument, bak kata Anna dah memang set ikut koordinasi.
Ada banyak punat2 benda macam brek, nombor2 di dalam cockpit itu. Lepas tu ada satu buku manual ni, yg ada pelbagai route. Pilot itu pilih satu, dan dia cakap manual tu ckp kat dia apa dia patut buat pada sekian2 waktu. Kami terbang 3000 kaki je dari daratan. Tak tinggi sangat tapi cukup la nak buat telinga bengang.
Masa perjalanan pulang waktu petang, pilot tu bgtau yg dia dah diterima jadi pilot dengan Air New Zealand. Ini satu pencapaian besar, sebab dia bawak kapal terbang kecik2 aje, sekarang dah boleh bawak lagi banyak penumpang. Doktor saya tak henti2 cakap tahniah. Tapi pilot tu cakap boleh jumpa dia lagi, dia still akan terbang dari Hastings ke Wairoa. Dia sebenarnya senior pilot. Biasanya pilot muda2 takleh bawak plane lalu masuk keluar awan ni.
Begitulah. Haih. Sungguh seronok dapat naik plane dan berada di dalam cockpit itu. Nak tunggu peluang naik helikopter la plak. Disebabkan melampau suka naik plane, sampai balik guna kereta pun, nampak jalan raya macam landasan nak terbang. Isk isk. Tapi sebenarnya ada la jugak mengantuk masa terbang. Bosan la. Sana sini putih je. Terbang langsung tak lama 15 minit je. Dari Hastings ke Napier lg sekejap, kurang 10 minit dan terbang tak tinggi 2000 kaki je.
Bagi si pilot tu pulak, mungkin tak bosan bagi dia. Saya tengok dia busy tengok grid dan betulkan itu ini, cooling itu la, betulkan stereng, dan juga berkomunikasi menggunakan headset tu. Tapi ada juga saya nampak dia guna phone dia. Saya rasa, duduk depan tak rasa pening sangat. Pilot tak rasa pun gegaran kuat ke tak, kalo dia mendarat tak cantik. Silalah galakkan kaum kerabat anda pilih kerjaya pilot ni. Not bad ok. Oh, ada juga jumpa pilot perempuan so yg perempuan pun boleh jadi pilot. Tak salah.
Aku baru tau minyak utk kapal terbang masuk ikut sayap. Ces. Mungkin aku patut tanya lebih banyak kepada Anna. Apesal aku takde kawan pilot haa, banyak ni soalan nak tanya. Apesal aku takde kawan pilot? Aku nak jadi pilot pun pandangan mata kabur.
Zen, agak2, kalo ko naik plane ni, ko mabuk tak? Hehehe.
Yayyyy!!!! kurang 48 jam lagi dan aku akan sampai di tempat tercinta, MY wellington!!!!!!! Giler tak sabar nak balik umah.
Aku baru tau minyak utk kapal terbang masuk ikut sayap. Ces. Mungkin aku patut tanya lebih banyak kepada Anna. Apesal aku takde kawan pilot haa, banyak ni soalan nak tanya. Apesal aku takde kawan pilot? Aku nak jadi pilot pun pandangan mata kabur.
Zen, agak2, kalo ko naik plane ni, ko mabuk tak? Hehehe.
Yayyyy!!!! kurang 48 jam lagi dan aku akan sampai di tempat tercinta, MY wellington!!!!!!! Giler tak sabar nak balik umah.
Aku cuba bid sebuah kereta di trademe. Malangnya aku kalah. Bid terakhir ialah 1300. Rasa rugi plak. Dah 3 kereta yg aku rasa betul2 suka, dah melepas.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
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Random jer
Hari ni hari ulangtahun kelahiran abang aku yang ke 28 tahun. Aku pon hantar txt cakap Heppy Besday. Dia pon balas txt cakap Tenkiu. 18May ari tu besday McN. Dah banyak tahun aku tak bagi present besday ahli keluarga aku. Kalau laa dok rumah musti ada yang menuntut nih.
Aku nak mengupdate tapi xtahu nk ckp apa. So meh la bercerita pasal adik beradik aku. Aku ada 7 adik beradik, sama mcm N. Aku nombo 5, jadi aku xde sifat anak sulung mcm N seperti suka menyusahkan adik2 dan bossy. Kakak aku ada 3 semua dah keje. Abang aku 1 dah keje. Adik perempuan 1 pon dah keje. Adik lelaki 1 sedang tahun akhir. Gayanya macam dia akan abes dulu dari aku hohoho.
Dulu2 org selalu cakap bestnya aku ada semua jenis adik beradik. Kakak, abang, adik lelaki dan perempuan. Aku pon rasa best. Bukan semua org buleh rasa variasi seperti aku. Adik-beradik aku yang lain pon tak de yang buleh merasa macam tu. Org2 kat sini lagi laa susah nak macam tu, sebab anak sikit. Kiranya aku unik la. Hahah. Terima kasih kpd parents aku sebab lahirkan aku nombo 5.
Abang aku bakal mendapat anak tak lama lagi. Anak first dia, anak sedara ke 6 aku. Tak sabar nak tunggu nih. Tapi cuma akan buleh tgk selepas berapa bulan la. Agak cepat jugak laa adik beradik aku berproduce. Lebih kurang setahun ada satu. Ayah aku gumbira.
BTW aku sekarang sedang ber-elektif, tapi semua program elektif aku dibuat kat Welly Hosp. Sebab tak dibenarkan keluar NZ maka aku pon malas la nak gi jauh2 dari welly. Jimat kos perjalanan dan penginapan. Aku dengar cerita ada yang spent sampai dekat 20,000 untuk elekif. Banyak yg pegi tempat2 jauh seperti UK, eropah, afrika dan amerika selatan. Bunyi menarik, tapi aku x rasa aku nk pegi kalaupon ditaja. Balik M'sia aku nak.
Okla keyboard mcm dah nak kehabisan bateri. Kene tekan bnyk2 kali baru nk respon. sekian. Aku nk gi tgk cerita House kat TV
Aku nak mengupdate tapi xtahu nk ckp apa. So meh la bercerita pasal adik beradik aku. Aku ada 7 adik beradik, sama mcm N. Aku nombo 5, jadi aku xde sifat anak sulung mcm N seperti suka menyusahkan adik2 dan bossy. Kakak aku ada 3 semua dah keje. Abang aku 1 dah keje. Adik perempuan 1 pon dah keje. Adik lelaki 1 sedang tahun akhir. Gayanya macam dia akan abes dulu dari aku hohoho.
Dulu2 org selalu cakap bestnya aku ada semua jenis adik beradik. Kakak, abang, adik lelaki dan perempuan. Aku pon rasa best. Bukan semua org buleh rasa variasi seperti aku. Adik-beradik aku yang lain pon tak de yang buleh merasa macam tu. Org2 kat sini lagi laa susah nak macam tu, sebab anak sikit. Kiranya aku unik la. Hahah. Terima kasih kpd parents aku sebab lahirkan aku nombo 5.
Abang aku bakal mendapat anak tak lama lagi. Anak first dia, anak sedara ke 6 aku. Tak sabar nak tunggu nih. Tapi cuma akan buleh tgk selepas berapa bulan la. Agak cepat jugak laa adik beradik aku berproduce. Lebih kurang setahun ada satu. Ayah aku gumbira.
BTW aku sekarang sedang ber-elektif, tapi semua program elektif aku dibuat kat Welly Hosp. Sebab tak dibenarkan keluar NZ maka aku pon malas la nak gi jauh2 dari welly. Jimat kos perjalanan dan penginapan. Aku dengar cerita ada yang spent sampai dekat 20,000 untuk elekif. Banyak yg pegi tempat2 jauh seperti UK, eropah, afrika dan amerika selatan. Bunyi menarik, tapi aku x rasa aku nk pegi kalaupon ditaja. Balik M'sia aku nak.
Okla keyboard mcm dah nak kehabisan bateri. Kene tekan bnyk2 kali baru nk respon. sekian. Aku nk gi tgk cerita House kat TV
Monday, May 25, 2009
Siapa Aku?
Ya. Begitulah. Seperti tajuk di atas, awal pagi ini aku bangun dan bertanya kepada diri sendiri, siapakah Nusaibah? Nusaibah 1985 itu sungguh gilakan Korea, pernah sampai Korea dan sungguh .. macam itulah. Nusaibah 1984 pula.. herm.
Kuiz. Siapakah Nusaibah 1984 :
baik hati (jauh sama sekali)
lemah lembut (oh sikit pun tak)
pemurah (sebaliknya ok)
sopan santun (hoh, jgn harap)
menghormati orang lain (tak jugak)
pelik (hah, yg ni betul tp aku cuba nak listkan kebaikan aku)
suka kanak2? (pun tidak)
mungkin suka orang tua? (pun tak)
suka women's health? (serius aku bukan lesbian)
Hohh. Takde idea macamana nak describe Nusaibah 1984 dengan kata2 sifat yg baik2.
Topik lain. Hari ini aku pegi Napier, naik bas, attached dengan Public Health Nurse. Sungguh bercakap banyak pula hari ini. Jumpa nurse keturunan Samoa ni yg sungguh peramah. Dia sgt2 berminat dengan Islam, pastu dia kawan plak dengan mamat Arab, sungguh banyak soalan dia tanya seperti daging halal, semayang, Mecca. Herm. Tapi.. 2 3 sekolah kami pergi, takde satu pun budak sakit. Maka dia pun hampa. Aku pun hampa jugak sebab takleh tengok kanak2. Apepun, aku sungguh gumbira sbb dapat bercakap banyak dengan nurse ini. Sampai esok aku akan pegi lagi pdhal kalo tak pegi pun no hal.
Pada sebelah petangnya aku ikut seorang lagi nurse yg buat clinic kat girls high school. Nurse tu ckp aku beruntung sbb perempuan, budak2 bagi consent utk dengar consultation. Satu kes, mereka datang bertiga. Seorang nak mintak ECP (emergency contraceptive pills). Aku kagum sebenarnya tiga sekawan ni, boleh plak diorg datang bersama hal2 sexual mcm ni. Pastu, banyak sungguh soalan diorg tanya. Ada yg tetiba nak tau apesal dia sakit masa period la, ada yg komen pills dia amik buat dia makin gemok blabla. Ada yg amik pills without parents's knowledge. Banyak betul perbincangan pasal sexual health aku dengar hari ni.
Ya. Aku bleh imagine aku kerja dengan klinik ibu dan anak. Hohoho.
Perbincangan dgn nurse plak banyak pasal perkahwinan berlainan bangsa. Salah seorang nurse tu pernah berjalan2 kat Malaysia, pernah kenal ngan nurse Melayu masa dia kerja kat Sydney so banyak benda yg dia nak tau, nak clarify kenapa ni kenapa tu. Banyak juga bercakap pasal health system NZ dan Malaysia. Aku harap satu hari nanti aku boleh cakap pasal makanan dan gardening dengan nurse. Kadang2 aku terfikir adakah aku salah masuk bidang? AKu patut jadi nurse ke? Hahaha. Penyayang pun tidak ada hati nak jadi nurse. Ko sungguh keras hati Nuha.
Community attachment ni banyak buat aku berfikir. Last time aku pegi Palmerston North. Aku banyak jumpa kanak2 istimewa. Sebenarnya aku dah mula nampak kanak2 ni memang comel, innocent. Diorang buat dunia yg gelap ni cerah sekejap. Diorang cepat interested dengan apa orang besar buat. Dan kalau bab nak buat developmental assessment, kita kna buat semua benda nampak macam main2 yg seronok, baru diorg nak join sama. Dengan kata lain, boleh jadi kreatif. Suka2. Masa aku ikut developmental nurse minggu lepas, haha aku dipuji sungguh natural main ngan budak. Sebab dia cakap kebanyakan medical student takkan berani pun nak main ngan budak2.
Hohoh. Padahalnya aku main anak patung je ngan budak tu. Pretend main bagi dolly makan aiskrim. Main dolly jalan2 masukkan cubes dalam kotak. Baca buku ngan budak2.
Sebenarnya aku ada masalah ngan kanak2. Aku takut kanak2 tu boleh tau aku takut dengan diorang. Aku pun tak tau sejak bila aku tak suka kanak2. Sedar2 aku tak nak dekat langsung dengan diorang. Ada orang pernah cakap kat aku, kanak2 sangat sensitif, diorang boleh tau perasaan kita.
Yang bagusnya sejak datang Hastings, aku banyak dapat good feedback. Even dok dalam clinic, just sit for a consultation, aku kat belakang je, budak suka ada eye contact ngan aku sampai mak budak akan comment, anak dia suka aku. Oh, macam la anak dia tak suka orang lain. Or mungkin aku nak lebih2 perasan. Tapi aku perasan aku dah lembut hati sikit dan suka paediatric kot. Hahaha. Tak logik.
Ada sorang budak ni mungkin umur 3 tahun boleh cakap 'nice and warm chair'. Haha. Mesti copy apa mak dia cakap hari2.
Banyak jugak tips2 yg aku dapat. Paediatrics ni sebenarnya sangat bagus. Cover general medicine, cuma fokus kat budak2. Lepas tu, kalau bahagian community, cara approach yg sungguh ..ntah. Boleh practice semua benda. Ada mental health, ada parenting skills, ada developmental thingy, ada education pasal immunisation sexual health hygiene and infectious disease.Pastu ada jugak neonatal ngan delivery boleh la dikaitkan bersama. Puberty. Satu lagi topik aku rasa sungguh menarik. Adolescent health jugak.
Satu lagi. Diabetes type 1 kanak2. Weh... giler menarik ok. AKu dah pegi diabetic clinic... pergh. Tak tahan. Rasa nak wujudkan klinik sendiri secepat mungkin. Kebanyakan health professionals yg aku jumpa kat sini kebanyakan cakap pasal long term relationship dengan patient sangat sangat sangatlah rewarding bagi mereka. Dulu aku ingat orang yg suka paeds hanya utk geek, (aku rasa sape buat paeds mmg hebat) dan sape2 yg sgt suka budak2. Rupa2nya ada banyak lagi benda lain yg best pasal paeds.
Ada orang pernah cakap aku takde tujuan hidup. Jawapan yg sebenar, aku sendiri tak tau sape diri aku. Aku sendiri tak paham dengan diri sendiri. Bila aku akan jumpa identiti sebenar dan apa aku nak buat hidup aku, aku sendiri takde jawapan lagi dan aku masih mencari.
Sekian entri untuk hari ini. Hohoho. Layak jumpa kaunselor.
Kuiz. Siapakah Nusaibah 1984 :
baik hati (jauh sama sekali)
lemah lembut (oh sikit pun tak)
pemurah (sebaliknya ok)
sopan santun (hoh, jgn harap)
menghormati orang lain (tak jugak)
pelik (hah, yg ni betul tp aku cuba nak listkan kebaikan aku)
suka kanak2? (pun tidak)
mungkin suka orang tua? (pun tak)
suka women's health? (serius aku bukan lesbian)
Hohh. Takde idea macamana nak describe Nusaibah 1984 dengan kata2 sifat yg baik2.
Topik lain. Hari ini aku pegi Napier, naik bas, attached dengan Public Health Nurse. Sungguh bercakap banyak pula hari ini. Jumpa nurse keturunan Samoa ni yg sungguh peramah. Dia sgt2 berminat dengan Islam, pastu dia kawan plak dengan mamat Arab, sungguh banyak soalan dia tanya seperti daging halal, semayang, Mecca. Herm. Tapi.. 2 3 sekolah kami pergi, takde satu pun budak sakit. Maka dia pun hampa. Aku pun hampa jugak sebab takleh tengok kanak2. Apepun, aku sungguh gumbira sbb dapat bercakap banyak dengan nurse ini. Sampai esok aku akan pegi lagi pdhal kalo tak pegi pun no hal.
Pada sebelah petangnya aku ikut seorang lagi nurse yg buat clinic kat girls high school. Nurse tu ckp aku beruntung sbb perempuan, budak2 bagi consent utk dengar consultation. Satu kes, mereka datang bertiga. Seorang nak mintak ECP (emergency contraceptive pills). Aku kagum sebenarnya tiga sekawan ni, boleh plak diorg datang bersama hal2 sexual mcm ni. Pastu, banyak sungguh soalan diorg tanya. Ada yg tetiba nak tau apesal dia sakit masa period la, ada yg komen pills dia amik buat dia makin gemok blabla. Ada yg amik pills without parents's knowledge. Banyak betul perbincangan pasal sexual health aku dengar hari ni.
Ya. Aku bleh imagine aku kerja dengan klinik ibu dan anak. Hohoho.
Perbincangan dgn nurse plak banyak pasal perkahwinan berlainan bangsa. Salah seorang nurse tu pernah berjalan2 kat Malaysia, pernah kenal ngan nurse Melayu masa dia kerja kat Sydney so banyak benda yg dia nak tau, nak clarify kenapa ni kenapa tu. Banyak juga bercakap pasal health system NZ dan Malaysia. Aku harap satu hari nanti aku boleh cakap pasal makanan dan gardening dengan nurse. Kadang2 aku terfikir adakah aku salah masuk bidang? AKu patut jadi nurse ke? Hahaha. Penyayang pun tidak ada hati nak jadi nurse. Ko sungguh keras hati Nuha.
Community attachment ni banyak buat aku berfikir. Last time aku pegi Palmerston North. Aku banyak jumpa kanak2 istimewa. Sebenarnya aku dah mula nampak kanak2 ni memang comel, innocent. Diorang buat dunia yg gelap ni cerah sekejap. Diorang cepat interested dengan apa orang besar buat. Dan kalau bab nak buat developmental assessment, kita kna buat semua benda nampak macam main2 yg seronok, baru diorg nak join sama. Dengan kata lain, boleh jadi kreatif. Suka2. Masa aku ikut developmental nurse minggu lepas, haha aku dipuji sungguh natural main ngan budak. Sebab dia cakap kebanyakan medical student takkan berani pun nak main ngan budak2.
Hohoh. Padahalnya aku main anak patung je ngan budak tu. Pretend main bagi dolly makan aiskrim. Main dolly jalan2 masukkan cubes dalam kotak. Baca buku ngan budak2.
Sebenarnya aku ada masalah ngan kanak2. Aku takut kanak2 tu boleh tau aku takut dengan diorang. Aku pun tak tau sejak bila aku tak suka kanak2. Sedar2 aku tak nak dekat langsung dengan diorang. Ada orang pernah cakap kat aku, kanak2 sangat sensitif, diorang boleh tau perasaan kita.
Yang bagusnya sejak datang Hastings, aku banyak dapat good feedback. Even dok dalam clinic, just sit for a consultation, aku kat belakang je, budak suka ada eye contact ngan aku sampai mak budak akan comment, anak dia suka aku. Oh, macam la anak dia tak suka orang lain. Or mungkin aku nak lebih2 perasan. Tapi aku perasan aku dah lembut hati sikit dan suka paediatric kot. Hahaha. Tak logik.
Ada sorang budak ni mungkin umur 3 tahun boleh cakap 'nice and warm chair'. Haha. Mesti copy apa mak dia cakap hari2.
Banyak jugak tips2 yg aku dapat. Paediatrics ni sebenarnya sangat bagus. Cover general medicine, cuma fokus kat budak2. Lepas tu, kalau bahagian community, cara approach yg sungguh ..ntah. Boleh practice semua benda. Ada mental health, ada parenting skills, ada developmental thingy, ada education pasal immunisation sexual health hygiene and infectious disease.Pastu ada jugak neonatal ngan delivery boleh la dikaitkan bersama. Puberty. Satu lagi topik aku rasa sungguh menarik. Adolescent health jugak.
Satu lagi. Diabetes type 1 kanak2. Weh... giler menarik ok. AKu dah pegi diabetic clinic... pergh. Tak tahan. Rasa nak wujudkan klinik sendiri secepat mungkin. Kebanyakan health professionals yg aku jumpa kat sini kebanyakan cakap pasal long term relationship dengan patient sangat sangat sangatlah rewarding bagi mereka. Dulu aku ingat orang yg suka paeds hanya utk geek, (aku rasa sape buat paeds mmg hebat) dan sape2 yg sgt suka budak2. Rupa2nya ada banyak lagi benda lain yg best pasal paeds.
Ada orang pernah cakap aku takde tujuan hidup. Jawapan yg sebenar, aku sendiri tak tau sape diri aku. Aku sendiri tak paham dengan diri sendiri. Bila aku akan jumpa identiti sebenar dan apa aku nak buat hidup aku, aku sendiri takde jawapan lagi dan aku masih mencari.
Sekian entri untuk hari ini. Hohoho. Layak jumpa kaunselor.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Farah dan F.....ul
Toyota Corolla versi lama. Ayah aku pakai kereta ni juga semasa aku kecil. Lepas tu accident dengan kambing dalam perjalanan Gua Musang-KB. Kemudian ayah aku phobia nak guna kereta tersebut (mungkin kereta tu rosak teruk sbb dah terbalik atas jalan raya) maka beli kereta baru. Tidaklah dapat aku nak hidu bau2 susu di atas kereta itu lagi.
Jika travel bersama anak2, pastikan anda tidak tumpahkan susu formula kalau tidak bau nya sangatlah hampeh, bertahun pun tidak tanggal baunya. Dan sediakan beg plastik untuk anak2 anda yg suka muntah2. Bagilah makan pill sebelum naik kereta. Nasihat special utk F.ah dan F.ul.
Windows 7
Late 1980s we have MS-DOS. At that time, mouse is not essential. Everything has to be done using keyboard. We used mouse once in a while for drawing or play certain games. Then Microsoft come out with graphic-based operating system - known as Windows 3.1. From that day, mouse is very essential. It is designed in a way so that everyone can learn and use computer. Previously, computer is exclusively for geeks-average computer user do not know how to use keyboard other than using it to type in Word etc. After that, we have Windows 95, Windows 98, Windows 98SE, Windows 2000, Windows Millenium, Windows Xp and Windows Vista.
Usually, whenever Microsoft comes out with newer operating system, there will be millions of complaints. This is because the new O/S has great tendency to slow down the computer and cause problems. The worst operating system ever made by Microsoft would be Windows Vista.
It was because of Windows Vista I bought MAC for the first time. I love my MAC but I found it not as fun as Windows operating system. Windows has unlimited supply of softwares that you can try. MAC is very limited and suitable for people who just want to surf and use specific software. On top of that, MAC has made my pocket lighter. It costs terribly more in the long-term. Some people who uses MAC resorted to illegal pirated software from torrent. This is probably the worst thing you could do when you use MAC. Most of the softwares will have malicious code that can open security risk and made it more vulnerable to hacker attack. Yes, mac can be the most secure computer if you only uses legal and paid software. However, it can be a nightmare in term of security if you happen to use cracked/illegal/pirated/torrent softwares. This is because there is no security softwares that mac users able to use to detect the malicious codes.
Windows latest operating system is Windows 7. So far, and surprisingly, I have heard only good things about it. Fast, stable and lean. My advise to anyone who wanted to buy new laptop, you should wait until Windows 7 come out. It could be this July 2009 or early 2010.
Guess what, Windows 7 may be the start of the touchscreen computing.... Windows 7 will give a hard time for Apple to survive in the next few years - maybe that is why Apple focus more on ipod and iphone lately...
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Usually, whenever Microsoft comes out with newer operating system, there will be millions of complaints. This is because the new O/S has great tendency to slow down the computer and cause problems. The worst operating system ever made by Microsoft would be Windows Vista.
It was because of Windows Vista I bought MAC for the first time. I love my MAC but I found it not as fun as Windows operating system. Windows has unlimited supply of softwares that you can try. MAC is very limited and suitable for people who just want to surf and use specific software. On top of that, MAC has made my pocket lighter. It costs terribly more in the long-term. Some people who uses MAC resorted to illegal pirated software from torrent. This is probably the worst thing you could do when you use MAC. Most of the softwares will have malicious code that can open security risk and made it more vulnerable to hacker attack. Yes, mac can be the most secure computer if you only uses legal and paid software. However, it can be a nightmare in term of security if you happen to use cracked/illegal/pirated/torrent softwares. This is because there is no security softwares that mac users able to use to detect the malicious codes.
Windows latest operating system is Windows 7. So far, and surprisingly, I have heard only good things about it. Fast, stable and lean. My advise to anyone who wanted to buy new laptop, you should wait until Windows 7 come out. It could be this July 2009 or early 2010.
Guess what, Windows 7 may be the start of the touchscreen computing.... Windows 7 will give a hard time for Apple to survive in the next few years - maybe that is why Apple focus more on ipod and iphone lately...
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Nak luah ke tak nak? Nak luah ke?
Ish. Jangan N. Memalukan diri sendiri. Jangan2. Buruk reputasi.
Takde sape akan paham. Keep it to urself. Lagi bagus.
Hohhh. Susah betul kalau ada perangai suka berfikir ni. Bukan berfikir, mungkin memendam perasaan. Perasaan yg kalau tak cakap kat orang sekurang2nya kena tulis atas kertas. Tapi aku takde kertas sekarang, kalau tak aku akan tulis semua benda tu dalam jurnal. Ya. Bunyinya memang sungguh bodoh. Kalau la orang jumpa dan baca. Uish.
Logik je ada orang baca sebab aku sendiri kalau nampak diari orang aku akan baca. Handphone orang pun aku akan baca semua text2 msg tersebut. Tapi kalau buat, pandai2 la dan mestilah aku takkan cakap bebila. Dan mestilah juga smpai mati aku takkan mengaku. Tak. Aku reka je semua perkara di atas. Jangan percaya satu pun.
Sambung balik. Semalam aku menghadapi satu masalah besar sehingga hampir nak menangis. Sebenarnya memang rasa nak keluar dalam kesejukan malam dan betul2 menangis. Punca : entah. Aku sendiri tak ingat.
Hohh.....
Giler. Aku rasa nak masuk bilik kaunseling balik. Ape masalah aku ni?
Topik lain. Semalam aku dan Izza sewa kereta dan kitorg jalan2 sekitar Napier dan Havelock North. Aku juga drive sekejap. Walaupun cara drive aku tu, macam biasa tak selamat, tapi ianya cukup membuatkan aku betul2 nak beli kereta lagi. Padahal takde sebab kukuh kenapa nak beli, bukan ada kegunaan sangat pun. Sekolah pun dekat memang hari2 jalan kaki je sampai. Pegi pak n save boleh pinjam kereta orang dan F yg akan drive.
Teori yg aku ada, mungkin aku pecaye dengan beli kereta ni aku boleh menutup satu kekurangan yg ada dalam atmosfera ni. Mungkin. Macamana kalau tak? Macamana kalau lepas beli kereta, masih ada kekurangan tersebut?(sila la komen utk ayat penyata ini)
Dan ni big investment. Aku takde backup. Aku tak rasa ayah aku akan sokong. Kalau aku ada masalah kewangan sape nak backup aku? Aku tau aku boleh pinjam duit Z tapi mestilah kena bayar balik. Aku sure kalau aku bincang perkara ni lagi dgn ayah aku, dia akan cakap semua pro cons nak beli kereta, maintenance duit minyak parking etc etc dan akhirnya aku akan mengalah dan tak dapat apa yg aku nak. Well, mmg takde reason pun kenapa aku nak kena ada kereta selain aku rasa nak drive.
Aku tak pernah spend apa2 lagi mahal dari 300. Laptop tak beli sendiri. Phone pun tak beli sendiri. Tiket flight tak perlu kira sbb ..
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Aku harap kawan yg itu ada tapi dia dah hilang. Ini bukan ditujukan kpd Mansur. Semalam aku call seorang kawan dan kawan itu mintak aku call balik. Ternyata kita tak boleh harap orang lain ada masa utk kita. Ya. Kita kena cari masa yg sesuai utk hubungi orang jika ada masalah. Ianya tak begitu sekiranya kita jumpa kaunselor sbb mmg kaunselor akan set masa utk bercakap.
Sekian. Kepada Z, kalo ko rasa entri ni sesuai utk didelete, ko delete la esok lusa.
Ish. Jangan N. Memalukan diri sendiri. Jangan2. Buruk reputasi.
Takde sape akan paham. Keep it to urself. Lagi bagus.
Hohhh. Susah betul kalau ada perangai suka berfikir ni. Bukan berfikir, mungkin memendam perasaan. Perasaan yg kalau tak cakap kat orang sekurang2nya kena tulis atas kertas. Tapi aku takde kertas sekarang, kalau tak aku akan tulis semua benda tu dalam jurnal. Ya. Bunyinya memang sungguh bodoh. Kalau la orang jumpa dan baca. Uish.
Logik je ada orang baca sebab aku sendiri kalau nampak diari orang aku akan baca. Handphone orang pun aku akan baca semua text2 msg tersebut. Tapi kalau buat, pandai2 la dan mestilah aku takkan cakap bebila. Dan mestilah juga smpai mati aku takkan mengaku. Tak. Aku reka je semua perkara di atas. Jangan percaya satu pun.
Sambung balik. Semalam aku menghadapi satu masalah besar sehingga hampir nak menangis. Sebenarnya memang rasa nak keluar dalam kesejukan malam dan betul2 menangis. Punca : entah. Aku sendiri tak ingat.
Hohh.....
Giler. Aku rasa nak masuk bilik kaunseling balik. Ape masalah aku ni?
Topik lain. Semalam aku dan Izza sewa kereta dan kitorg jalan2 sekitar Napier dan Havelock North. Aku juga drive sekejap. Walaupun cara drive aku tu, macam biasa tak selamat, tapi ianya cukup membuatkan aku betul2 nak beli kereta lagi. Padahal takde sebab kukuh kenapa nak beli, bukan ada kegunaan sangat pun. Sekolah pun dekat memang hari2 jalan kaki je sampai. Pegi pak n save boleh pinjam kereta orang dan F yg akan drive.
Teori yg aku ada, mungkin aku pecaye dengan beli kereta ni aku boleh menutup satu kekurangan yg ada dalam atmosfera ni. Mungkin. Macamana kalau tak? Macamana kalau lepas beli kereta, masih ada kekurangan tersebut?(sila la komen utk ayat penyata ini)
Dan ni big investment. Aku takde backup. Aku tak rasa ayah aku akan sokong. Kalau aku ada masalah kewangan sape nak backup aku? Aku tau aku boleh pinjam duit Z tapi mestilah kena bayar balik. Aku sure kalau aku bincang perkara ni lagi dgn ayah aku, dia akan cakap semua pro cons nak beli kereta, maintenance duit minyak parking etc etc dan akhirnya aku akan mengalah dan tak dapat apa yg aku nak. Well, mmg takde reason pun kenapa aku nak kena ada kereta selain aku rasa nak drive.
Aku tak pernah spend apa2 lagi mahal dari 300. Laptop tak beli sendiri. Phone pun tak beli sendiri. Tiket flight tak perlu kira sbb ..
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Aku harap kawan yg itu ada tapi dia dah hilang. Ini bukan ditujukan kpd Mansur. Semalam aku call seorang kawan dan kawan itu mintak aku call balik. Ternyata kita tak boleh harap orang lain ada masa utk kita. Ya. Kita kena cari masa yg sesuai utk hubungi orang jika ada masalah. Ianya tak begitu sekiranya kita jumpa kaunselor sbb mmg kaunselor akan set masa utk bercakap.
Sekian. Kepada Z, kalo ko rasa entri ni sesuai utk didelete, ko delete la esok lusa.
Hujan
1. Wet n windy Welly - Bad weather has been all around NZ this weekend. Its been raining since Friday here. And its been windy too. We've been spending the whole weekend inside. Thought of going out to the movies but cant bear the thought of getting all that rain in my face. FH made a movie of the rain and FR helped with the sound editing. Clik here to see it if you've got nothing better to do.
Wellington Boots a.k.a gumboots - takde kaitan dengan entry, saja jadikan hiasan. I wonder why these boots are called Wellington boots.
2. World Vision 40 hour famine - officialy ends today. This program is established to develop awareness among NZers youths of the suffering of others all around the world and to give them opportunity to contribute by getting others to sponsor their causes. 2 TheEdge FM crews were on air for 40 hours straight. I heard there's a group of Welly youths who built a shelter for them to live in for 40hours, i'm guessing to help the homeless. But with this horrible weather their 40 hours must have been really crappy and cold, I hope their shelter was water and wind proof.
3. The runaway millionaire and his entourage are still at large. The news said they might be in Macau. They didnt seem to be covering their treks very well. One of the girl runaway have been updating their whereabouts on FB. Stupid IMO. I'm sure they'll be discovered soon.
4. Happy Graduation - Happy Graduation to Anna, Udeq and Aza. Congratulations. Udeq and Aza has been working for a while. Anna is still honeymooning and about to go on another 'honeymoon' to OZ soon. Hahah. (habislaa aku kene belasah). Heard it was raining down in Dunny as well yesterday. Parade dalam hujan huhu. Upload gambar please.
Sekian.
Wellington Boots a.k.a gumboots - takde kaitan dengan entry, saja jadikan hiasan. I wonder why these boots are called Wellington boots.2. World Vision 40 hour famine - officialy ends today. This program is established to develop awareness among NZers youths of the suffering of others all around the world and to give them opportunity to contribute by getting others to sponsor their causes. 2 TheEdge FM crews were on air for 40 hours straight. I heard there's a group of Welly youths who built a shelter for them to live in for 40hours, i'm guessing to help the homeless. But with this horrible weather their 40 hours must have been really crappy and cold, I hope their shelter was water and wind proof.
3. The runaway millionaire and his entourage are still at large. The news said they might be in Macau. They didnt seem to be covering their treks very well. One of the girl runaway have been updating their whereabouts on FB. Stupid IMO. I'm sure they'll be discovered soon.
4. Happy Graduation - Happy Graduation to Anna, Udeq and Aza. Congratulations. Udeq and Aza has been working for a while. Anna is still honeymooning and about to go on another 'honeymoon' to OZ soon. Hahah. (habislaa aku kene belasah). Heard it was raining down in Dunny as well yesterday. Parade dalam hujan huhu. Upload gambar please.
Sekian.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
The runaway millionaire
What would you do if you have NZD10,000,000 in you bank account?
I would spend some, give away some, invest some and keep the rest for interest.
What would you do if the money is not actually yours?
I would wonder where it come from, contemplate a bit if i should keep it to myself, then i would probably remember that tak bagus simpan duit yang tak halal, and notify and give it back to wherever/whoever it come from.
Of course one could always quickly transfer the money to an offshore account and take one's whole family out of the country and vanish. That's what one guy in Rotorua did when the bank mistakenly give him 10M instead of the 10K he asked for. Klik here for more info. Now the Interpol is after him.
I would spend some, give away some, invest some and keep the rest for interest.
What would you do if the money is not actually yours?
I would wonder where it come from, contemplate a bit if i should keep it to myself, then i would probably remember that tak bagus simpan duit yang tak halal, and notify and give it back to wherever/whoever it come from.
Of course one could always quickly transfer the money to an offshore account and take one's whole family out of the country and vanish. That's what one guy in Rotorua did when the bank mistakenly give him 10M instead of the 10K he asked for. Klik here for more info. Now the Interpol is after him.
Turns out you cant keep the money that is not yours no matter how it got to you unless 1) you didn't realise that you've got it (which is very unlikely in this case) or 2) that you have spent it and it would be life-changing if you are made to give it back. (not sure how they define life-changing tho). Well that's what TV3 said. I don't know the law.
Will they find the guy? What will happen to the bank person who made the mistake? (I bet s/he is fired already. Hohoho). Stay tuned for more update. (kalau aku rajin. sekarang sedang procrastinate dari baca buku)
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Kiki dan Lala
Kereta warna merah ni sungguh menarik perhatian. Lebih2 lagi ianya Honda Civic yg akan menambahkan lagi nostalgia. Nanti sama la plak taste aku n ayah aku. Tak boleh, tak boleh. Pakai kereta lain.
Nota Dari Hastings!
Yello people!!!!
Hee....
Aku menulis dari library hospital. Aku dan Izza sihat2 sahaja. Jika ada peluang ponteng sah2 la ponteng. Eh tak tak. Aku pelajar bagus.
Naik flight aritu agak la bumpy. Lagi teruk dari masa nak landing kat Hamilton. Airport juga kecik. Ada dua boarding gate sahaja. Beg2 dibawa dalam 2 troli besar, pastu kutiplah beg masing2 sebab lg cepat dan senang.
Oh. Hebat jugak penangan si Unai tu. Aku asyik ingat semua pesanan Unai masa travel dgn dia kat South Island awal tahun ni. Kali ni, aku takde la rindu2 Wellington sangat sbb .. sbb .. entahlah. Sebab boleh tahan jugak kat sini. Seronok.
Rumah tumpangan betul2 sebelah hospital. Pastu supervisor layan bagus. Siap dapat swipe card, amik2 gambar tapi kena pulangkan balik sblom balik. Huh. Nak buat kenang-kenangan pun takleh.
Dah pegi bandar Hastings, dah pegi information centre jgk. Dah tau kat mana nak sewa kereta. Dah dapat suggestion nak pegi lawat ke mana weekend nanti tapi belom decide lagi. Dah makan ice-cream Rush Munro's yg disohorkan sangat oleh penduduk kawasan ni. Home-made. Biasa je. Aku tak dapatkan beza apa2.
Alamak. Ada gunman kat sebelah hospital!! Boleh nampak dari tingkap library. Aku cuak. Bye.
Hee....
Aku menulis dari library hospital. Aku dan Izza sihat2 sahaja. Jika ada peluang ponteng sah2 la ponteng. Eh tak tak. Aku pelajar bagus.
Naik flight aritu agak la bumpy. Lagi teruk dari masa nak landing kat Hamilton. Airport juga kecik. Ada dua boarding gate sahaja. Beg2 dibawa dalam 2 troli besar, pastu kutiplah beg masing2 sebab lg cepat dan senang.
Oh. Hebat jugak penangan si Unai tu. Aku asyik ingat semua pesanan Unai masa travel dgn dia kat South Island awal tahun ni. Kali ni, aku takde la rindu2 Wellington sangat sbb .. sbb .. entahlah. Sebab boleh tahan jugak kat sini. Seronok.
Rumah tumpangan betul2 sebelah hospital. Pastu supervisor layan bagus. Siap dapat swipe card, amik2 gambar tapi kena pulangkan balik sblom balik. Huh. Nak buat kenang-kenangan pun takleh.
Dah pegi bandar Hastings, dah pegi information centre jgk. Dah tau kat mana nak sewa kereta. Dah dapat suggestion nak pegi lawat ke mana weekend nanti tapi belom decide lagi. Dah makan ice-cream Rush Munro's yg disohorkan sangat oleh penduduk kawasan ni. Home-made. Biasa je. Aku tak dapatkan beza apa2.
Alamak. Ada gunman kat sebelah hospital!! Boleh nampak dari tingkap library. Aku cuak. Bye.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Mansur dan Malik
Toyota Corsa. Yang ni, aku takde komen. Cuma kalau boleh kereta pertama aku, nak dari jenama Toyota. Kalau boleh la. Kalau tak boleh tak ape.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Kuku dan Kulit
Semasa aku kecik, aku suka kereta charade ni. Masa aku dah besar skang pon, aku suka jugak kereta ni.
Byebye
Kris Allen masuk akhir!!!! Ini telah membanggakan aku sebab aku bajet dia bleh masuk final lepas tu betul tekaan aku tu. Hehe.
Semalam aku mimpi best. Mimpi haha, mimpi jadi orang kacau daun. Aku rasa ni sebab bergaduh ngan Farah pasal poligami aritu. Saje je buat statement yg menentang arus. Ramai sgt la orang against poligami. Apa kata aku sokong 100%. Lagipun takkan menyusahkan aku pun, ianya akan memudahkan kerja2 aku ada la.
Tapi part yg paling best dlm mimpi tu ialah aku drive. Rasa tak nak bangun tido. Sungguh. Tapi bawak secara sungguh merbahaya, ada lori tetiba keluar dari lorong, pastu aku mengelak, pastu masuk lane sebelah tu, ada kereta datang dari depan, pastu aku belok lagi.. lepas tu aku pun selamat. Hehe. Best. Macam dalam filem action plak. Lepas tu sampai masjid. Amik air semayang. Pastu jumpa plak dengan bebudak sekolah farisian. Diorg ni bising2 cakap aku layan orang tak fair blablabla. Herm. Pastu aku sedar.
Baju tak masuk dalam beg lagi. Nak dekat pukul 12 ni. Memang sah nak kena masuk dryer baju aku.
Petang ni aku akan berangkat ke Napier. Naik flight. 420 petang. Pegi selama 2mnggu.
Semalam aku dapati adapter computer aku mcm nak putus aje wayarnya. Duit. Nak kena beli baru ke. Dah la bateri pun nak yg baru tak beli2 sejak awal tahun. Bukan, last year lagi dah bising pasal bateri tapi tak beli jugak. Sekarang power adapter kalau rosak, macamane nk pakai laptop nih?
Semalam aku mimpi best. Mimpi haha, mimpi jadi orang kacau daun. Aku rasa ni sebab bergaduh ngan Farah pasal poligami aritu. Saje je buat statement yg menentang arus. Ramai sgt la orang against poligami. Apa kata aku sokong 100%. Lagipun takkan menyusahkan aku pun, ianya akan memudahkan kerja2 aku ada la.
Tapi part yg paling best dlm mimpi tu ialah aku drive. Rasa tak nak bangun tido. Sungguh. Tapi bawak secara sungguh merbahaya, ada lori tetiba keluar dari lorong, pastu aku mengelak, pastu masuk lane sebelah tu, ada kereta datang dari depan, pastu aku belok lagi.. lepas tu aku pun selamat. Hehe. Best. Macam dalam filem action plak. Lepas tu sampai masjid. Amik air semayang. Pastu jumpa plak dengan bebudak sekolah farisian. Diorg ni bising2 cakap aku layan orang tak fair blablabla. Herm. Pastu aku sedar.
Baju tak masuk dalam beg lagi. Nak dekat pukul 12 ni. Memang sah nak kena masuk dryer baju aku.
Petang ni aku akan berangkat ke Napier. Naik flight. 420 petang. Pegi selama 2mnggu.
Semalam aku dapati adapter computer aku mcm nak putus aje wayarnya. Duit. Nak kena beli baru ke. Dah la bateri pun nak yg baru tak beli2 sejak awal tahun. Bukan, last year lagi dah bising pasal bateri tapi tak beli jugak. Sekarang power adapter kalau rosak, macamane nk pakai laptop nih?
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Khas Untuk Farah
Rentetan dari video Here In My Home oleh Aseng tempoh hari, marilah kita sama2 saksikan gelagat Farah dan rakan2 di dalam video ini. Farah di minit 0:40
Friday, May 15, 2009
Susu dan Nila
Sebuah lagi kereta buruk utk tatapan semua. Sebenarnya, kalau aku tak kisah orang ckp ape, mmg aku akan beli kereta ni. Tapi disebabkan aku kisah sangat sangat apa org cakap psl kereta yg bakal aku beli,..... tengok gambar je la. Huk. Buat koleksi kereta buruk mcm seronok.
Minggu ini kna siapkan TPER. Sebuah karangan mengenai Thought Provoking Episode .. R ape? Aku nak cerita pasal aku rindu nk balik smpai takleh fokus dlm kelas.
Pastu nk kena kemaskan beg utk pegi Hastings. Harap2 cuaca best tak hujan tak sejuk sgt. Dua orang jiran nak pegi tengok2 kereta kat Lower Hutt. Nak ikot. Kalau boleh la. Tapi takde tujuan pun. Hanya cuci mata tengok kalau2 ada yg murah, rego n wof lambat lg. Tapi .. kalau ada kereta nak pegi mana pun? Pak N Save? Cuti bulan 6? Pegi... membeli-belah kat Queensgate? Saje2 koya duit mcm takde nilai, beli lepas tu rugi.. Sah nak kena bebel ngan ayah aku.
Tapi kalau betul aku beli kereta, aku akan beli dulu, lepas tu baru cakap. Hehe macam ayah aku sengaja kahwin oversea supaya tak dibantah.
Oh Nandos....
Dear Brothers and Sisters,
Assalaam alaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh.
We pray that this letter finds all of you in the best of health and highest of Islamic spirits.
We wish to inform the community that some issues have arisen between Nandos New Zealand and FIANZ. As a result, FIANZ has suspended the Halal Accreditation Certificate for all the Nandos outlets effective immediately.
We are presently engaged in the discussion with Nandos to resolve the matter. Insha Allah, the outcome will be advised as soon as possible.
In the meanwhile, we would appreciate it if you could bring this matter to the attention of the community members in your respective ward.
Jazak Allahu Khairan and Wassalaam
Sultan Eusoff
Executive Manager
source: http://www.fianz.co.nz/index.php
Assalaam alaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh.
We pray that this letter finds all of you in the best of health and highest of Islamic spirits.
We wish to inform the community that some issues have arisen between Nandos New Zealand and FIANZ. As a result, FIANZ has suspended the Halal Accreditation Certificate for all the Nandos outlets effective immediately.
We are presently engaged in the discussion with Nandos to resolve the matter. Insha Allah, the outcome will be advised as soon as possible.
In the meanwhile, we would appreciate it if you could bring this matter to the attention of the community members in your respective ward.
Jazak Allahu Khairan and Wassalaam
Sultan Eusoff
Executive Manager
source: http://www.fianz.co.nz/index.php
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Budu dan Petai
Kereta hiasan untuk hari ini. Sempena pemergian aku ke Hastings beberapa hari lagi, marilah aku menghiaskan blog ini dengan gambarajah kereta buruk. Nak beli kereta mahal tak mampu kan, jadi mmg usha kereta murahan n lapuk ditelan zaman aje la.
Pilihan N biasanya kereta buruk2, bentuk yg buruk juga, warna kereta mestilah bukan metallic seperti putih, merah, atau hijau gelap. Biru gelap hitam dan kelabu bolehla diterima. Harga sasaran mestilah yg paling murah aje. Hobi terkini, uptodate dgn jumlah baki akaun simpanan.
Pilihan Z pula.. ada baiknya tuan dia cakap sendiri. Pilihan Z mantap. Kereta baru sket, harga pun sedap, memang dapat tengok ajela, berangan sudah pasti takleh. Z nak yg kaler metallic, kaler tak metallic dia takkan pandang. Kebanyakan pilihan Zen mcm sporty jugak. Dia juga suka kereta yg enjin besar haih, susah nak parking nanti.
Catch-22
Dah beberapa kali aku dengar orang2 dalam team2 aku kat spital guna term 'catch-22' dalam perbincangan tapi aku tak tahu apa maksudnya. Yang aku tahu Catch-22 adalah tajuk satu buku yang ada dalam Whitcoull's Top 100 list.
Contohnya masa bincang2 pasal mamat sorang ni yang kitorang tak tahu nak buat apa dengan ada orang sebut '..its like we are in catch-22..' lebih kurang. Semua orang macam paham. Aku tak paham. Maka aku pon menggunakan khidmat wikipedia.
Kata wikipedia " Catch-22 is a term coined by Joseph Heller in his novel Catch-22, describing a set of rules, regulations or procedures, or situation which presents the illusion of choice while preventing any real choice. In probability theory, it refers to a situation in which multiple probabilistic events exist, and the desirable outcome results from the confluence of these events, but there is zero probability of this happening, as they are mutually exclusive."
Begitu rupanya. Jadi rasanya 'catch-22' ni diorang guna untuk gambarkan 'no-win situation'. Membuatkan aku rasa nak baca laa pulak cerita ni. Kisah perang. Mungkin best sampai phrase dia digunakan merata2 nih.
Rapuan sebab bosan. Formulations aku pendek sangat. Cemaner ni?
Contohnya masa bincang2 pasal mamat sorang ni yang kitorang tak tahu nak buat apa dengan ada orang sebut '..its like we are in catch-22..' lebih kurang. Semua orang macam paham. Aku tak paham. Maka aku pon menggunakan khidmat wikipedia.
Kata wikipedia " Catch-22 is a term coined by Joseph Heller in his novel Catch-22, describing a set of rules, regulations or procedures, or situation which presents the illusion of choice while preventing any real choice. In probability theory, it refers to a situation in which multiple probabilistic events exist, and the desirable outcome results from the confluence of these events, but there is zero probability of this happening, as they are mutually exclusive."
Begitu rupanya. Jadi rasanya 'catch-22' ni diorang guna untuk gambarkan 'no-win situation'. Membuatkan aku rasa nak baca laa pulak cerita ni. Kisah perang. Mungkin best sampai phrase dia digunakan merata2 nih.
Rapuan sebab bosan. Formulations aku pendek sangat. Cemaner ni?
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Psyched by Psychiatry
It's been quite an eventful day today. So I feel I need to debrief myself a bit. I'm doing psychiatric run at the moment, based in the acute ward. We have a few clients with lots of history of criminal charges and assaults in the ward. I am one of the smallest person there, but my consultant is a big tough guy who would always put himself between me and the more aggressive clients, so I was never very worried.
After lunch, me and my consultant went to review this young guy who has many history of unprovoked attack on staff. He is on one to one special meaning he has one person with him all the time because of the risk. We all started walking towards the interview room. Then out of the blue this guy turned and landed a punch on the consultant's face. A very well placed right hook, smack on the nose and then he walked away like nothing happened. Of course the alarm was then sounded and people come to take him away. He'll be in isolation for a while.
As for the consultant, his nose started bleeding, and it looked kinda crooked, so off he went to ED. He's a big guy my consultant and even he admitted that the guy can really punch. I was standing a way back from them when that happened (i always try to keep my distance from him, my fight of flight response would be turned on just by walking pass him), so i was very safe. But it was still quite shoking. I used to think it would be cool to get punch by a client so then you'd have some interesting story to tell. But now seeing how real it is I think maybe it wont be so cool after all. Its fun imagining things like this but not so much when they happen for real. I dont want a broken nose or a broken anything for that matter.
It takes a special kind of person to be a psych doctor I think. With other specialties patients usually are happy to see you at rounds, but in psych, 'go away' and 'f*** off' are quite common greetings. However, I have to say Psych is quite interesting in some aspects. You see people with all the wierd and wonderful symptoms. Its interesting listening to their 'experiences' and there is a wide variation of cases in the wards at the moment, from the common depression to the not so common somatizasion disorder. Most of them pose no risk at all. However, there is also the not so fun side of psych like the agressive and the very unwell clients. Some of them just plainly scare me.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Gambar Suatu Ketika Dahulu
Hari tu F dan Z beriya tunjuk gambar zaman sekolah mereka. Siap suruh cari yg mana mereka.
Aku tak suka tunjuk gambar dulu2. Gambar sekarang pun tak suka. Pendek kata, aku memang tak suka tengok diri sendiri dalam gambar, dalam video dll. Cuma aku suka tengok diri sendiri dalam cermin shj.
Malam ni tak pasal2, aku cuba cari page bebudak skolah aku. Tak banyak pun jumpa. Tak ramai yg ada fotopages dan blog. Akhirnya aku terjumpa gambar ni. Nasib baik ada muka aku.
Silalah gelak puas2. Senang aje nak cari aku dalam gambar ni. Dulu pun muka dah emo. Tak, bukan emo, aku garang ok. Rupa macam mak cik nak belasah orang. Oh, tidak dibenarkan komen ape2 mngenai gambar ini. Sensitip. Sekian.
Aku tak suka tunjuk gambar dulu2. Gambar sekarang pun tak suka. Pendek kata, aku memang tak suka tengok diri sendiri dalam gambar, dalam video dll. Cuma aku suka tengok diri sendiri dalam cermin shj.
Malam ni tak pasal2, aku cuba cari page bebudak skolah aku. Tak banyak pun jumpa. Tak ramai yg ada fotopages dan blog. Akhirnya aku terjumpa gambar ni. Nasib baik ada muka aku.
Silalah gelak puas2. Senang aje nak cari aku dalam gambar ni. Dulu pun muka dah emo. Tak, bukan emo, aku garang ok. Rupa macam mak cik nak belasah orang. Oh, tidak dibenarkan komen ape2 mngenai gambar ini. Sensitip. Sekian.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Oh Kakak Mafia Ku
Entri ni ditujukan khas untuk Kakak Mafia. Tak baca pun takpe, tak penting langsung.
Kehadapan Kakak Mafia,
Kakak apa khabar? Saya di sini sihat sahaja dan sungguh gembira kerana dapat main game ciptaan Kakak. Tujuan saya menulis warkah ini ialah saya nak mengadu kasih hal Mafia Wars Kakak itu, kalau saya bagitau orang lain mesti takde sape nak dengar percakapan saya yang sungguh karut-marut ni.
Kakak, memang saya tak nafikan game Kakak itu sungguh best. Pagi petang siang malam saya akan buka page Mafia itu, siap jadikan bookmark lagi. Saya juga dah jadi fan Mafia Wars tapi apa yg saya dapat oh Kakak?! Hadiah yg 2 aje setakat ni, yg saya rasa memang takde gunalah!
Cadangan saya ialah, apa kata kalau semua pemain dapat energy yg sentiasa penuh, atau pun, energy tu cepat naik, dari satu energy setiap 5 minit, ape kata... 1 energy setiap satu minit? (tapi memang akan buatkan semua orang spend lagi banyak masa dengan Mafia), tapi, bukankah ini bagus untuk bisnes Kakak??!!
Selain itu, untuk pengetahuan Kakak, sekarang ni saya suka gojoh orang. Lepas tu, lepas gojoh2 banyak orang, saya dah tak mampu nak gojoh orang sebab stamina saya kosong. Saya nak kena tunggu lagi sampai stamina saya bertambah. Masa ok Kakak, masa saya banyak habis ni. Kakak boleh tak buat supaya stamina tu mmg kekal aje takkan turun2? Ni kan game, tak perlu la ikut realiti yg kalau pegi bergojoh ngan orang memang akan letih akhirnya.
Lepas tu, saya tak puas hati kenapa Kakak wujudkan banyak sangat loot dan benda2 gift tu. Penat la saya nak kumpul, asyik main untuk dapat hadiah aje, pastu kalau saya tak dapat hadiah tersembunyi secara random tu, saya akan emo ok. Kakak paham tak ape saya cakap ni? Saya geram kalau apa yang saya nak, tapi tak dapat. Saya memang tak boleh. Pantang nenek moyang keturunan saya!
Lagi satu, saya nak juga tukar warna layout Mafia tu, asyik kaler hitam aje. Boleh tak pemain nak ubah2 sendiri warna diorg suka macam email yahoo tu? Bagi pilihan warna banyak sikit kalau boleh.
OKlah Kakak, saya rasa dah cukup panjang surat saya ni. Harap akan dapat perhatian Kakak dan semoga ada perubahan nanti.
Sekian, terima kasih.
Yang benar,
Pemain setia Mafia Wars.
Monday, May 4, 2009
Cinta Dan Perkahwinan
Hehe, alang2 lepas entri ucap tahniah kat org nak kawin, marilah aku buat satu lg entri yg ada unsur2 begitu. Hehehe. Tapi ni cut n paste aje. Kawan ku ini paste kt facebook, tak tau la korang penah baca atau tidak.
Sekitar ape yg berlaku, N dan Z pegi tengok X-Men, diorg sgt berpuas hati, aksi sungguh mantap, peminat X-Men mmg takkan kecewa. Tapi sedih la cerita Wolverine ni, n heroin tak hidup lama. Aiseh. Aku nak jugak watak lain berkembang, best woo kalau diorg ni tetap hidup, ada kuasa macam2.
Selain dari tu, aku dah abis Psych mnggu lepas, sekarang buat Paeds pula. 10 minggu. Tak lama lagi, lg 2mnggu aku ada community attachment kat Napier, yay yay naik flight. Uuu, sukenye. Pegi dengan Izza. Lepas tu... mid-year break 3 mnggu. Herm. Seronok2.
Eh, ok, sambung la baca karangan pasal cinta dan perkahwinan ni..
...
Suatu pagi yang dingin, terjadilah satu perbualan antara seorang guru falsafah dan pelajarnya.. .
pelajar: guru, apakah erti cinta..?bagaimanakah saya boleh mendapatkannya. ..?
guru: ada sebuah ladang gandum yang luas didepan sana.. berjalanlah kamu dan jangan sesekali kamu berundur. kemudian ambillah satu ranting. sekiranya kamu mendapati ranting tersebut sangat menakjubkan, ertinya kamu telah menemui cinta.
pelajar tersebut pun berjalan dan tidak berapa lama dia kembali dengan tangan yang kosong.
guru bertanya: mengapa kamu tidak membawa sebatang ranting pun....?
pelajar menjawab: saya hanya terpaksa memilih satu ranting saja, dan sewaktu berjalan saya tidak boleh mengundur kebelakang semula. sebenarnya saya telah berjumpa dengan satu ranting yang paling menakjubkan tapi saya tak tahu apakah yang akan menakjubkan di hadapan sana nanti, maka saya biarkan ranting itu lalu saya dapati tidak ada lagi ranting yang paling menakjubkan selain daripada yang saya lihat tadi. jadi saya tidak mengambil sebatang pun akhirnya.
gurunya menjawab: ye, itu lah cinta....
Dihari lainnya pula pelajar tersebut bertanya kepada gurunya, apa itu perkahwinan. ..?
guru: ada hutan yang subur didepan sana. berjalanlah kamu. tapi janganlah kamu sesekali mengundur kebelakang. tebanglah sepohon pokok saja. dan tebanglah jika kamu merasakan bahawa pohon tersebut adalah yang paling cantik,segar dan tinggi, kerana kamu telah menemukan apa itu perkahwinan.
pelajar tersebut pun berjalan, dan tidak berapa lama, dia datang semula dengan membawa sepohon kayu, walaupun pohon tersebut tidaklah berapa segar, cantik dan tinggi pada pandangan guru tersebut.
maka gurunya pun bertanya: mengapa kamu memotong pohon seperti ini....?
pelajar itu menjawab: sebab, berdasarkan pengalaman ku sebelum ini, aku hanya berjalan separuh daripada hutan tersebut dan aku takut akan kembali dengan tangan kosong. jadi saya mengambil kesempatan menebang pohon ini lalu dibawa kesini. pada pandangan saya ianya adalah pohon yang terbaik buat saya. saya tidak mahu kehilangannya atau menyesal kerana tidak memilihnya.. .
maka guru itu menjawab: itulah perkahwinan. ......
....
Aku nak kereta sekarang ni, tak main dahan atau pokok.
Aku nak pass 5th yr jgk, lepas tu nak pegi buat whole year kat Palmerston North. Amin.
Lepas tu, beli kereta. Lepas tu simpan duit nak balik. Lepas tu iA balik. Lepas tu simpan duit lagi. Lepas tu tak tau la kan ape nk buat dgn duit banyak, mungkin beli rumah. Lepas tu, kalo banyak lg duit, pegi umrah/haji kot. Lepas tu, hmm, kalau diizinkan Tuhan, nak.... nak buka bisnes. Lepas tu kumpul lagi harta. Lepas tu nak beli kereta baru. Lepas tu, kalau bisnes menjadi dan dah stabil, mungkin akan jadi the next angelina jolie dan start adopt budak kecik. Tapi aku nak ambik yg berumur 4 tahun ke atas sbb tak nak bangun malam. Tak kira lah Z cakap kesian kat budak2, tak kira tak kira. Aku provide harta dan kesenangan je, kasih sayang aku tak nak kasi. Sebab tu aku cakap, kalau diizinkan Tuhan.
Sekitar ape yg berlaku, N dan Z pegi tengok X-Men, diorg sgt berpuas hati, aksi sungguh mantap, peminat X-Men mmg takkan kecewa. Tapi sedih la cerita Wolverine ni, n heroin tak hidup lama. Aiseh. Aku nak jugak watak lain berkembang, best woo kalau diorg ni tetap hidup, ada kuasa macam2.
Selain dari tu, aku dah abis Psych mnggu lepas, sekarang buat Paeds pula. 10 minggu. Tak lama lagi, lg 2mnggu aku ada community attachment kat Napier, yay yay naik flight. Uuu, sukenye. Pegi dengan Izza. Lepas tu... mid-year break 3 mnggu. Herm. Seronok2.
Eh, ok, sambung la baca karangan pasal cinta dan perkahwinan ni..
...
Suatu pagi yang dingin, terjadilah satu perbualan antara seorang guru falsafah dan pelajarnya.. .
pelajar: guru, apakah erti cinta..?bagaimanakah saya boleh mendapatkannya. ..?
guru: ada sebuah ladang gandum yang luas didepan sana.. berjalanlah kamu dan jangan sesekali kamu berundur. kemudian ambillah satu ranting. sekiranya kamu mendapati ranting tersebut sangat menakjubkan, ertinya kamu telah menemui cinta.
pelajar tersebut pun berjalan dan tidak berapa lama dia kembali dengan tangan yang kosong.
guru bertanya: mengapa kamu tidak membawa sebatang ranting pun....?
pelajar menjawab: saya hanya terpaksa memilih satu ranting saja, dan sewaktu berjalan saya tidak boleh mengundur kebelakang semula. sebenarnya saya telah berjumpa dengan satu ranting yang paling menakjubkan tapi saya tak tahu apakah yang akan menakjubkan di hadapan sana nanti, maka saya biarkan ranting itu lalu saya dapati tidak ada lagi ranting yang paling menakjubkan selain daripada yang saya lihat tadi. jadi saya tidak mengambil sebatang pun akhirnya.
gurunya menjawab: ye, itu lah cinta....
Pakcik ni biasanya hadir kat majlis kahwin orang india.
Dihari lainnya pula pelajar tersebut bertanya kepada gurunya, apa itu perkahwinan. ..?
guru: ada hutan yang subur didepan sana. berjalanlah kamu. tapi janganlah kamu sesekali mengundur kebelakang. tebanglah sepohon pokok saja. dan tebanglah jika kamu merasakan bahawa pohon tersebut adalah yang paling cantik,segar dan tinggi, kerana kamu telah menemukan apa itu perkahwinan.
pelajar tersebut pun berjalan, dan tidak berapa lama, dia datang semula dengan membawa sepohon kayu, walaupun pohon tersebut tidaklah berapa segar, cantik dan tinggi pada pandangan guru tersebut.
maka gurunya pun bertanya: mengapa kamu memotong pohon seperti ini....?
pelajar itu menjawab: sebab, berdasarkan pengalaman ku sebelum ini, aku hanya berjalan separuh daripada hutan tersebut dan aku takut akan kembali dengan tangan kosong. jadi saya mengambil kesempatan menebang pohon ini lalu dibawa kesini. pada pandangan saya ianya adalah pohon yang terbaik buat saya. saya tidak mahu kehilangannya atau menyesal kerana tidak memilihnya.. .
maka guru itu menjawab: itulah perkahwinan. ......
....
Aku nak kereta sekarang ni, tak main dahan atau pokok.
Aku nak pass 5th yr jgk, lepas tu nak pegi buat whole year kat Palmerston North. Amin.
Lepas tu, beli kereta. Lepas tu simpan duit nak balik. Lepas tu iA balik. Lepas tu simpan duit lagi. Lepas tu tak tau la kan ape nk buat dgn duit banyak, mungkin beli rumah. Lepas tu, kalo banyak lg duit, pegi umrah/haji kot. Lepas tu, hmm, kalau diizinkan Tuhan, nak.... nak buka bisnes. Lepas tu kumpul lagi harta. Lepas tu nak beli kereta baru. Lepas tu, kalau bisnes menjadi dan dah stabil, mungkin akan jadi the next angelina jolie dan start adopt budak kecik. Tapi aku nak ambik yg berumur 4 tahun ke atas sbb tak nak bangun malam. Tak kira lah Z cakap kesian kat budak2, tak kira tak kira. Aku provide harta dan kesenangan je, kasih sayang aku tak nak kasi. Sebab tu aku cakap, kalau diizinkan Tuhan.
Gambar hiasan. Colourful.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Selamat Pengantin Baru!
Hari ini aku dapat jemputan kahwin. Pertama kali ni dapat kad kawin ok. Walaupun dihantar melalui emel je, tetapi amatlah dihargai, sedangkan tuan pnyer badan dah tau aku takleh menghadirkan diri. Sobsobsobss.
Kawan sendiri kawin tapi takleh pegi meraikan. Urgh, sedihnya.
Kepada Mc Ya dan Bad, selamat berbahagia.
Friday, May 1, 2009
Dear Diary
'Dear diary,
Hari ini aku cabut bulu kening aku. Sakit.'
Pisang boleh berbuah dua kali. Serius tak tipu.
Semalam aku belajar perkataan baru, 'kaki lebar'.
Ianya bukan bermaksud kaki gemok atau panjang langkah kaki melangkah atau suka berjalan2 seperti jangkaan aku. Ianya bermaksud berkaliber - kaki lebar - berkaliber - kaki besar - berkaliber. Ada bunyi2 clang association tak?
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